saying "ugh my room is such a mess!" every time i go into it does not make it cleaner
or unpacked or more organized,
but i do it anyway.

spent the weekend taking pretty drives with t-love to tourist trap ghost town & tucson
taking pictures with Nancy the Nikon F
pictures i'll never get developed because
well
i'm broke & very lazy these days.
drank a glass of whiskey in a western re-enactment saloon,
tristan had a splash kind of on accident, hush hush.
bought jason some birthday presents at the value village thrift store in tucson,
ate a grilled cheese with avocado
& swam in a nice stranger's pool.
it was a pleasant & beautiful weekend,
the kind that probably would've made bukowski less of an ornery butthole.
there is such a thing as good love.

there are so many things i want to do.